days past....

Hey all
Sorry that i havent been updating this thing. I am keeping my site going, so me not updating this is not an indication of my site closing up.

Things have been changing up for me latley. I am enjoying the gym and seeing things a bit differnt. I really had given up for a while and really was not happy. TOTALLY just let myself go cauz i thought thats what i needed was just to just let go- but it wasn't. It is hard work being in shape but it is worth it- i do not wana fall to this place i am in again. Its not fun. I dont wana be uncomfortable and just plain FAT anymore. I am done with doing that!! I have to be done if i wana live a happy, fulfilling life. Sometimes you think food is fulfilling and a part of life- but its not, food should not determine feelings. Slowly i learn each day. Things are improving though, and i am getting to a healthier self. i want my disciplined self back.....

this was accomplishment and happinesss...




Bye for now,

all my love,

Cin